I thought of continuing Tarot's Fool's journey in today's post, but you know, we're at winter solstice time and we're all taking a break for the holidays. (Perhaps it's no accident that our holiday season corresponds so closely with the ancient awareness of nature's shift at this time). Many people are talking about the stresses of this time of year—the accounting we tend to take of ourselves about how well we've done in the past year, and the difficulties of dealing with expectations of joy associated with holiday celebrations. Not to mention the all-out actual joyful chaos that ensues in many households and is a total, not-to-be-missed distraction from everyday work. So, instead of following the Fool to his next big moment of enlightenment on his journey today, I thought I'd dial it back a bit and just share a less powerful Tarot card that has lots of meaning for us now.
This card, the Nine of Wands, comes to mind when I think of what the winter solstice and the holidays bring up: the darkness before the dawn, the reckoning of wounds received and battles lost or won, and the almost secret anticipation of good things to come.
Can you see it all on his face?
Here he is, a wounded warrior holding tight to one wand and standing guard over eight others. In Tarot, the wands represent passion, and I get the feeling that this guy has been through a grist mill and has had to fight for what he wants and believes in for himself (hence the bandaged head and arm). But he's not going to let go of his passion, no siree.
He's worked and worked, climbing from one level to the next as he pursues his dreams and now, at this moment, he's questioning whether he'll ever get to the top.
Here's the secret that makes this moment sweet, though: what he seeks most, whether it's leadership or a successful career or anything else he's worked for, it's right there! He just can't see it! But he will if he does one simple thing. All he has to do in that moment of deep darkness before the dawn is shine a light (his own light) up. He might be tired and wary, but the second the light illuminates the wands and shows him the high road, he'll realize he has reserves of energy and strength. Completion of all he's worked for is right there, he just needs to go for it.
So to all you writer warriors who've toiled and laughed and cried and toiled some more, sleep the sleep of the warrior-in-waitng, deep and restorative. Sing, dance, play to your heart's content at this special time of year, and know that soon you will look up, and everything you've worked for will be there, waiting. You've earned the next step up. You can complete your vision in the new light.
What a great post for the end of the year. Thanks Linda, and have a great holiday!ReplyDelete
Great post, Linda! I think it helps us all realize that all is not lost. It is the moment before dawn.ReplyDelete
You, too, Lydia. Have fun!ReplyDelete
So true, Lorelei. That time period between winter solstice and the new year always feels like the darkness before the dawn to me, in a very positive way.ReplyDelete
Linda, what a wonderful post. I love reading about hope, especially this time of year. Happy Holidays!ReplyDelete
I'm with you, Tina. Hope is so important! Happy Holidays to you, too.ReplyDelete
Linda, this is wonderful. I'm going to dig deep, find my reserves and shine that light. You may just have given me the strength to make it through the end of the year.ReplyDelete
"The warrior in waiting"ReplyDelete
I loved this image--what a fantastic, uplifting post to celebrate the culmination of the year and the solstice. I always find myself when I read your words, and I am so glad to have met you through the blogosphere. Happy holidays, Linda!
You will do it, Karlene, I have no doubt, and the results will be wonderful. Don't forget about the sleeping, singing, dancing and playing, though. Especially the sleeping. :-)ReplyDelete
Thanks, Julie. I feel so lucky to have found you on the blogosphere through Lydia. Happy Holidays to you, too!ReplyDelete
Very inspiring. Thank you.ReplyDelete
Happy Christmas to you, too, Laura. May it be a peaceful and beautiful season!ReplyDelete
Ah, a deep and restorative sleep sounds like exactly what I need right now. Thanks for the inspiration Linda!ReplyDelete
Get you some of that, Heather! zzzzzzzzzzzzz :-)ReplyDelete